People can claim that they are merely joking, but to be honest? The matter of "joking" has become too frequent that I have given up that particular subject as a joke. It's annoying really.
And before continuing further, I need to clarify some things. Such as, how people had been viewing me as a bitter person, resulted from a pretty nasty parting and the fact that I have made public that I no longer believed that marriage life is for me. I am no more that person and I am trying to renew my faith in marriage and soul mates, y'know, those things, since I have let myself fall and just go with the flow with a person with the Y-chromosome that I shall not disclose the particulars of the person since I trying to have a non-social-media-flaunting relationship this time 'round. Maybe a snippet here, a screenshot there. But if you can guess, that is up to you and your assumptions :)
So you can save the "dah takde pakwe, diam je la" or "mulut kata happy, dalam hati dengki la tu" bullcrap for someone else.
Well, let me tell you something. Two years of relationship with a person, I have done and reached so many milestones in my life. Heck, I reached some of those milestones without the help from him. Like, cooking. I have spent at least three months cooking complete meal for my family. Or baking, where I have did that since I was in high school. Manually, I might add. And with the help from Ayah when we have reached the adding-the-flour step because well, you know why.
And I have never think of it as "oooo I can bake now when can i get married?"
Two years of relationship. Met his mum, "uuuuuu KAWEN", went to his house to pick him up and had a drink with mama, "uuuuu KAWEN", when he picked me up for a date and basically drove and explored his home area "uuuuu KAWEN", planned so many things here and there, even the illogical ones, "uuuu KAWEN", learnt to cook variety of things "uuuuu KAWEN".
Haha okay that last one may be true, but I didn't pathetically flaunt in social medias and whatnot while pathetically state that I wanna get married so bleeding early; it was more like a private conversation with the person himself. Can't those matters be something you talk in private? Or if you're really all about "HEY WORLDDD LOOK AT ME", shouldn't that be not as annoyingly frequent as you are doing?
It's hard to write about this and not sounding like I'm so effing envious. Believe me, I am not even remotely jealous of you people. Besides, I am talking from my two+ years of experience of being so utterly in love and happy and swoon-y. So you people would know, I'm talking from a very happy place. But damn. You're posting the same thing, the same phrase over and over again. And worse? I'm starting the read those sentences with this whiny, sort-of begging note. Which is crossing the pathetic-disgusting border. Yelah, dah macam merengek bagai. Ya get me?
I, once upon a a time, flaunted my relationship too. But not the pathetic whiny "nak kawen cepaaat" part, or the merengek part. Geli pulak bila bayangkan I buat macam tu *hysterical laugh*
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On the other hand, two milestone reached; 1) drove up to Cameron Highlands, (and subsequently), the narrow winding road up to Sungei Palas BOH Tea Plantation, and 2) shot, photographically, one of the craziest, sempoi-est, loqlaq-est couple I have ever met. The honor, I can't even come to describe.
Also, I have been offered, from the project manager herself, to be the photographer for my current class' dinner, which is in about two weeks. Although I am more than excited to accept that, which will also mean that I have just landed my first job or gig, whichever you prefer, I have asked her to make me a secondary-ish photographer. It's just that, I'm still an amateur, who's still familiarizing myself with Sarah's DSLR, and judging by my Cameron's photoshoot results, I need to improve more.
My photographical journey. One day, I'll rant about it. Hahah. Until then, bye!
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