Another post-reading madness.

Do you know the feeling when you feel like life is going to fail you? Like it has gone dark, no matter how bright the sun shines on you? Like how two bad stuff happened to you consecutively that you had the compelling urge to shout "Oh what the hell man?!" to the world? And in the end, you felt like lying on the bed, curling into the well-known fetal position and just feel empty?

From my experience, I know it's ridiculous to say "It's all going to be okay" to the person who's feeling all those. But believe me, as a survivor from the depths of endless abyss (that turned out, it has a bottom. Oh yeah), it will get better.

From my recently finished read, some people will see that at some point of the abyss, the only way out from its suffocating darkness is ending your own life. Even with my background; surrounded by people who would think that option is the stupid-est choice in the history of ever, I would most definitely understand. And as ridiculous as it sounded, find someone you could talk to. Be it a hotline when the people around you are a bunch of assholes, but talk about it.

I know that I live in a very fabricated world, made up of a hopeless romantic person, a thinking from a very pessimistic mind, completed with a sarcastic and bitter tongue. I have just finished a book that I've got to force myself to use up the book vouchers on the expiry date itself; How To Fall in  Love, by Cecelia Ahern, and what I've realized was, there's always someone to talk to. Even when you feel like there's nobody, but believe me, there's somebody.

There's always a somebody.