10 day letter challenge: Day 9

day 9. write a letter to someone that changed your life

How? Like how you changed my future from the way I see myself for almost three years?

How you pulled me to indulge in your kind of entertainment. I swear, if you hadn't introduce me to The XX, Narmi, Foals, (500) Days of Summer, Ocean's Trilogy, 1234, White Winter Hymnal, Jetpack Joyride, Dumb Ways to Die, I probably will never know them. Ever.

How you convinced me to plan carefully for our future together. Budgets, savings, preparations, our own together-to-do list; it's like studying Engineering Economics and Entrepreneurship all over again when we were discussing finance.

How I've learnt to become a patient person from that hot-tempered bitch I was. To become a less egoistic person I was, back then. To be less pessimistic, more optimistic and more trusting.

How I've never been able to stick with somebody this long, not until I met you. How, no matter how mad I am with you, I know that in the end, everything's gonna be fine. No matter how we fight, or how happy we are, we'll still be there for each other, continuing this complicated love-hate-but-more-to-love relationship we have.

How ridiculous we are hopelessly in love with each other, with no way out. As if in the beginning, there's some sort of permanent glue on our hands and the moment we clasped them together, there's no going back. No matter how hard it had been for us; heartbreaks, breaks, tears, we're still here. Not weaker, never crumbling down, like what I've experienced or seen before. Instead, we got stronger. Stronger than ever.

How the first man of not my blood, spoiled me with so many love, gifts. Never not making sure that I know that I'm in his life, loved and cared. How I've never felt so happy so be slowly accepted into his family. And when I said "him", I meant you. So takpayah gegeh sangat nak emo k? Kmwah.

And how I've never been so sure and content about this, and how I've always dream and hope that this will last forever. You changed my life and I never regret any of it.

You know, dork, I've never regret saying that "Eleh" when you first talked to me too. Or when I listened to the Tongue Tied song and decided to share it on Twitter. Or when I took that challenge to finally reply your first "Hi" for me. Because baby, look where all of those led us to and how our lives changed since then :)

Love, hugs and kisses,
me.