'Cause baby, now we got bad blood.

I'm not saying I'm in denial. I was, probably. But I know that soon enough, I will have to face it. It's a good thing tho; having at least something to hold on to, rather than nothing. But at a very expensive price.

A month's effort, reduced to dust.

It's easy to spread a whole lot of my stories behind my back, my wrong doings. So easy, isn't it? But you know what's funny? What's funny is that I gladly accept them because to be honest, I am always ready to accept my mistakes because I realized, I'm a human and I can make so many mistakes, the small ones and the massive ones.

But could you actually do the same, i.e. admitting what was your mistake, your exploiting nature, your psychotic nature and how you still are that monster even after post-us period of time if I were to spread that story? Or your weaknesses, and the best part, your humongous mistakes that you'd rather sweep under the rug rather than facing em like a real man?

Of course you wouldn't.

A coward, who knows how to tell them people about my mistakes, but never turned even a glance at those downsides of yours when I pointed them out for you to change yourself, even when we were valid. 

And don't worry, I still remember you replying your ex's tweet so pathetically even after she unfollowed you during our time. So pathetic, that with one glance, it's like you're begging her to take you back. It's okay that you deleted your old tweets; clearing the evidence or erasing the past or just actually eliminating my chance to snapshot it or something so I could never prove it with your stupid "pics or it didn't happen" policy, whatever you call it. But I still remember; we both know the real truth and never did I tell any of my friends or spreading how pathetic you always are; with her and also, with me. If you still get what I mean, heh. 

Tapi kalau dah terdesak, it could be fun to see how you react to that, no? Probably denying it like there's no other and say that I'm creating stories, further ruining my image; caring only to save your supposedly "clean" and "I could never make any mistake because I'm the best person there is in this world and I am always right no matter what" kind of image. When will you realize that you are a normal human being who makes mistakes too and how many things about you that you were supposed to change but never want to, I could never know. I will always pray for that, tho. Insya-Allah, I hope that will be an enlightening moment for you, rather than an embarrassing or humiliating one.

Stop everything. Stop the stories. Stop coming here. Stop acting like you care. Stop the "oh stop hoping on me; oh for fear you still might holding on; oh it wasn't easy for me too; oh you must move on" bullshit because one thing's for sure, if it was easy for you (and btw, stop the pathetic "Oh it wasn't easy for me either" crap), then nothing was ever real and everything was about fitting me into your mold and until the moment I can't be melted anymore, you left for another one that could be melted.

Or better, the one who no need no melting.

How easy and fast you've found the person that fits, is enough proof as it is.

Haha, I love italicizing words. Makes them words even more obvious and easier for the readers to connect the dots *flips shawl*

Stop being that bastard who touches hearts out there, turning their life completely to just accommodate you and make it revolve around your life, only to leave them when the time gets real hard.

Just stop.