10 day letter challenge: Day 5

day 5. write a letter to your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush 

and p/s: Blogger is being an asshole for not showing recent blogposts from the blogs I'm following on my dash. I have no freaking idea why.

and p/p/s: This post is going to be wild :3

Hi Darren Criss.

Yes, I'm writing a letter to you.

Yes, of course you didn't realize I've had a pretty big crush on you since season 2. Like, holy shucks, Teenage Dream that you sang was as perfect as hell!

Then I decided to sneak around a little bit more, and I discovered you actually had an EP with the title "Human". Fuck, it was pure eargasmic experience for me. I've always loved the Not Alone track; reminds me how whatever happens, I'm not alone. The angst in Jealousy? Whoa, so like whoa. And Human is somewhat quirky and funny and realistic in some way.

And then I discovered Team Starkid, and well, it didn't went well for me. I downloaded the whole A Very Potter Musical show AND the soundtrack album, the A Very Potter Prequel soundtrack album, A Very Starkid album and the Holy Musical B@tman! soundtrack album too.

Also, I downloaded Jim and The Povolos' The Holiday Club EP because hey, Joe Walker is hot too.

WHAT?! 'm just saying. Team Starkid really have some beautiful men and women in it.

I've never stopped keeping track of your glee covers. Your version of Young the Giant's Cough Syrup, Christina Aguilera's Fighter, Imagine Dragons' It's Time will be on the my top favorite songs from you. And your Klaine duets? A fricking delicious.

For almost a year. ALMOST A YEAR, I cared about you. I sang to your songs. Asked my friends to listen to your songs. Watched you in every Glee episode you were in. Waited for you to be on screen. Cooed and awwed at your sickly sweet scene with Chris. Almost fainted when you sang my favorite song from the movie Top Gun. And what did I get back?

Nothing. No-freaking-thing. All that attention, time I gave away for you, gone without any reply. It sucks. It was then I realized, you'll never notice me, not with one very beautiful, multi-talented, sweet Mia Swiers in your arms.

And then, I decided it was best for both of us for me to stop obsessing over you.

I'm sorry, we were not meant to be for each other.

Be happy with your life, brutha. And never, ever, regret for not noticing the crush I had for you.

Sincerely,
Nad.