10 day letter challenge: Day 6

What is it? Who are you, what do you want? *Edna Mode voice*

Haha kidding!

I'm sorry, last week was kinda hectic. And no, the weekend were worse than the weekdays. Or maybe I was too lazy to type? Or maybe writers' block?

Hah, acah-acah writer.

Anyhoo, I'm back and hopefully, I can finish this within this week woohoo! Leggo!

day 6. write a letter to your best friend

Hi.

Lately, I don't have any best friend. It's not just lately, it's long before that. I don't really care about what was really happening around me. Maybe because of the examination week? Or maybe because I stopped opening myself up to the people around me? I'd say a bit of both, really. I was too busy to catch up with my friends and I started to keep things to myself. Not a very friendly combo, I might say.

It's a simple thing, really. I used to care about those who I considered close to me. I love to visit them, virtually and realistically. I love to be able to be a listener and giving back advice in return, if they need any. I usually find people when they need help. I never knew "being helpful' is in my gene, but generally, I love seeing them, the people I love, happy.

But then again, I'm just a human. I need somebody to listen to me, too.

So it's hard to actually dedicate this to somebody specific, but , this letter is for you, the one(s) who stayed by my side during my recent downfall and the ones even before the holidays or even the ones before that.

All I want to say is thank you. Thank you for everything. Thank you for those helpful advice, awesome motivational talk. Thank you for being a shoulder when I need one to cry on, or even to hold on to for a while. Thank you for bearing with my smile, my tears, my maniacal laughter, my sobbing mess, my hugs I gave out when you needed them, my ridiculous ideas, my crazy self, my quirky ugly-face-pulling thing, my idiocy, my shyness, my multi-fandom (which I have no idea how large it actually is) addiction, my mood swing,

I realized, I'm not an easy person to be with. One moment I'm this happy-go-lucky girl who don't give a fuck about anybody else, then I changed into this hatred-fueled demon within seconds. For that, I could never thank you properly enough for sticking with me, no matter how long.

It's funny; most of the people initially took me as an arrogant, perfectionist bitch who didn't talk much. That was what most of my best friends, my friends told me when I ask you people. And now look how far we've gone since then, eh?

Thank you. Thank you for everything. No definite amount of thank you will be sufficient to return your kindness and all those priceless experience we've been through together. I will try to return every favor you've ever did for me, but until then? Thank you and I hoped we stick together until forever!

Warm hugs,
Yaya :)