Lies.

No. Contrary to what I think I've said, I'm not okay.

I hoped I am not not okay. Fine, inside and out. But no. Still not.

Still broken.

Still shaken.

Still empty inside.

No matter how fun it was. No, that doesn't matter.

And adding a whole, new, big expectation, responsibility on my weak shoulders?

Awesome, just exactly what I need.

"Today. A reminder." by Asyraf Kamal.

Your words never fail to render me speechless, my dear friend.