Sunday, December 22, 2013

Priorities.

You know, how people considers other people absence and make it as an excuse to reschedule any social event?

Like, "Hey he's not here this weekend, why don't me just go out on the next weekend?" or "She can't make it today, how about we reschedule the party to tomorrow?" and even "Dude, they can't be here this Wednesday. Let's just wait for them to reconfirm on what day they could attend this."

The thing is, they're just the normal people, normal acquaintance, with normal relationships, with a whole lot of normal people. It's ridiculous, when people wanted to wait for that one or two individuals, just for them to reschedule every fucking thing to so that they could join whatever the initial plan was. Hey, you couldn't make it, that's fine. You don't need to involve others as well. You don't need to ruin the plan, just because you couldn't make it.

What, you are the fucking Prime Minister, that I have to take your availability into the account? Heh, even if you are the freaking President, I don't give a fuck about you. I'd just do everything according to the plan.

Then again, we are talking about the people around us. The people who we interacted with everyday, who we cared about, who we are obligated to consider their presence, or their feelings, or anything at all.

But what sucks even more is, they don't fucking care about you. They don't care you couldn't make it. They don't give a damn about what you'd feel if you got to know they did. They don't give a fuck that you waited to some days, weeks, even months to have an event you've been holding up indefinitely just because some important-like-the-fucking_President-of-United-States person couldn't make it. They don't. And that's why I'm so freaking pissed off.

I firmly believe the concept of "if you don't want others to behave like shit towards you, then don't do the same to them." Funny, how I've been caring about them people around me generally, but they just couldn't be bothered. It's so funny, that I'm so fucking tired to care about the shit.

And yes, I am accessories-kind of person. I love charms on necklaces, bracelets, anklets, earrings, studs. Like these, my silvery bracelet, or my Deathly Hallows necklace. Anything, actually. As long as they are simple, minimal but gorgeous. I'm keeping my eye out for those kind of accessories, so if you found some affordable ones, do let me know yeah?

Minimal. My favorite new word to describe my style :3 Until my next rant, bye! And have nice days ahead :)

Tuesday, December 3, 2013

Weather (contradicting) talk.

Lying under the blazing sun; scorching hot, enough to tan the skin a shade darker than it is now, feel that skin tingling and somewhat that cooked sensation, but not hot enough to burn my feet if I were to venture barefooted on the sandy beach. That gentle breeze, enough to tap you on the shoulder and make you know that it's here, but as forceful, to blow the sunhat off people's head.

Random, but if people asked me what will be my ideal kind of weather, I'll most likely answer that.

But then again, my answer depends on what I feel or experienced recently. If UTP decided to bake all of its students alive, I ain't gonna go somewhere like that for a getaway, you know? That's just plain cuckoo.

But then again (again), perfect beach weather. Who doesn't want that eh? You know what? Scratch the above paragraph. Even if it's so flipping hot in Tronoh, I'd still yes a thousand times yes to that.

I love the weather here in UTP today. Drizzling in the morning, in the afternoon, somewhere during the evening, and hopefully, at night too, which, up until now, contributes to this lovely, cool, sweater weather. It's a nice change, really. I know, Malaysia isn't exactly like those cool climate countries all year long, but hey. A nice change.

Yes, I'd like to blame iDanialz for introducing the "Sweater Weather" song and the phrase to me. Yes, this is your fault. YES, I'm wearing my sweater now. Since four o'clock, I think. Wearing sweater, late afternoon, in UTP. Wehaay, imagine that, guys. Imagine that.

So, I'm currently taking a longer break from studying for my Probability and Statistics' second test tomorrow. I took one of those "take ten" things somewhere around three and decided to take a not-so-short-nap and then finished reviewing all the slideshows for those three chapters. After downloading the tutorials I'm planning to redo after Maghrib, here I am now. Chilling for a bit before going full speed at night.

I think I should go and buy my dinner from the cafe before it's too late. So, toodles! And let's hope this second test is going to be way better than the first :)